Friday, November 1, 2013

Noviembre

I see my name on your windowpane, clearly. It wasn't as faint as it was last time I saw it, like you had gone over it again. And now I can see it so clearly in my mind. It's nice to see in person and in my thoughts.
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Saturday, June 22, 2013

Blessed by you

Avy and I are missing you so much sweetheart. Our baby boy is getting smothered in hugs, honey! Every night when I really miss you, I hold him really tight. I love you Rene. The other night when I was watching What to Expect When You're Expecting, and it came to the scenes where each mother was giving birth, I thought of us. When you told me that night to think of our kids, I swear I could picture it so clearly. I could hear you saying that I was doing good. I could see our baby in my arms and you right next to me, kissing the top of my head and then our baby. We can't forget to bring Avy with us baby. He's going to be such a good big brother. :) I really miss you. You're the best daddy in the world. Our kids are extremely blessed to have such a wonderful father. :)

I don't know what I did to deserve you, baby. I really don't know. I'm a good person, but you're clearly heaven sent and I just don't know what I did to deserve this miracle. You're my first baby, my love. You're my first love. God is spoiling me. I'm holding Avy while I write this. He got fussy when I said out loud that daddy was my first baby. So let's say that technically, Avy is my first baby. :D

Avy wants to say something so I'll type for him.

Daddy! I miss you! And your crazy wrestling moves you'd show me! I miss Mr. Horsey. Tell him that I'm going to play with him really soon! Daddy, remember when you would tell me that you miss mommy. You and mommy are the same. Mommy always tells me she misses daddy. And she always gives me kisses at night. She says that some of them are from you daddy. I think when someone misses someone it's because they love the other person a whole bunch and just wants to play with them every day, the whole time. Mommy misses you because she loves you a whole bunch and wants to play with you the whole day. And you miss mommy because you love her a whole bunch and you want to play with her the whole day too. And I miss you and Mr. Horsey because I love you and Mr. Horsey a whole bunch and we likes to play all day! I'm going to go play right now! I love you dad! Ohh yeah! And the pictures you sent last night when you were CM Punk and Jeff Hardy were so cool!! :D I helped mommy guess both of them daddy! Mommy still needs to learn more about wrestling! We need to teach her :D K. Going to go play daddy! :)


Ok...WHAT wrestling moves? You know what, it's okay. I'm going to let that go. I hope you know you're Avy's hero. AND he reminded me that my wittle coconut is going to taste a wittle bit of coconut next time we see him :D OOOOOOOoo YEAAAH! :) mmmmmmmmmmmuah! I love you Rene. I think Avy's right. I miss you because I love you a whole bunch and I want to play with you. I can not wait to go get a cupcake with you baby. Then put that sucker in your pretty face :D :))))))
Baby, God has blessed me. Don't ever go, Dragon. I need you. Thank you for always letting me come home. God spent a little more time on you, my baby. MMMMMMMMMUAH!


I love you baby
Always,

Mary Cantu
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Monday, June 3, 2013

9 months baby :)

Happy Anniversary mi rey!!! :D

I love you so much my dearest sweetheart :)))))) I am completely overwhelmed by our love baby, your love. :) I am extremely lucky to have such a wonderful man in my life. I want to share the rest of my life with you. I will share the rest of my life with you. I am only yours baby :)

When I was painting my nails for Free Press Summer Fest, I already knew that I wanted to write your name on them. I want to have you all over me, but nail polish on skin peels easily, so the nails will do for now. My heart doesn't need nail polish though; it already has your name written all over it. Baby, I want to tell the world that I am yours. I'm extremely proud to claim you as my own. When I told my niece about you, I loved that I finally told someone else in my family about you.( I told my cousin about you when I was in Mexico :)) My niece was so interested. She did want to know what you looked like and I said, oh, all the pictures I have of him are silly. And I showed her the pictures of you in a gray shirt pretending to be the cucuy :D She laughed babe. You made my niece laugh before even meeting her :) I love that. You're an extraordinary person my love. I hope I always make you feel that way, because I need you to know your worth. You're royalty baby. You truly are. Those aren't just words. You were always full of promise, baby. A heart so pure. A mind so brilliant. A smile so illuminating. A miracle baby. You're the best in the world my Dragon :)

I fell for you nine months ago.Now, I fall in love with you more and more each day. My heart is so busy falling for you every day, there can never be anyone else.You are the epitome of the word "lover". You make me happy in every possible way. No one makes me laugh the way you do. No one makes me cry tears of joy like you do. No one makes my heart smile like you do. No one makes me happy like you do. No one loves me like you do and no one ever will. I only see you. I see you everywhere I go baby, because you live in my heart. Thank you for giving me forever sweetheart. Avery and I need you. Happy 9 Month Anniversary!!! :)))))

Love always,

Mrs.Luna-Dragon Cantu :D
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Thursday, May 2, 2013

Saturday, November 3, 2012



Dear Dragon,

I had to lie about who this letter is for because people are watching me. Well just my cousin and my mother. They think I am sending a letter to my best friend Jennifer, because that's what I'm trying to sell here. My mom will try to believe it. She'll let herself believe it, because if she thought what my cousin knows, that it's for a boy, she would lose her shit. If she knew I'm writing to the love of my life, she would probably freak out and probably make me stay here. Ordinarily, that would be okay, except now I have shit to do back home, like breathe. My love, honestly that first day without you was complete torture. What do you mean you no longer have internet? Countless thoughts running through my head, but all I told my most favorite aunt is oh that's okay. My king, I have missed you. I actually feel you as I write this. It's 4:09 pm. I wonder what you're doing. My love, for the last two months I have experienced true happiness. MY happiness. I have experienced in my life, happiness. The birth of my niece. The birth of my nephew. Birthday celebrations for my friends and loved ones. Memories made. That happiness was never fully mine. It did not belong to me. With you, it's different, if I celebrate you, I also celebrate myself. It's beautiful. (This is not an egocentric trip.) What I mean by that is that when I make my baby happy, it makes me so genuinely elated, my love. I light up just knowing that you're wearing a smile. I don't need acknowledgement, or a thank you. I need not of gratitude. I just need to see you smile. When I hear you laugh, my soul glows. ( Just let your soul GLOOW!! Perdon) Do you ever try to read what people scratch out in letters? yeah me too But really, your laughter... how medicinal it is. I have never been this happy.Honey bunny, I long for you. I want to hold you close to me and tell you how much I love you, how much you mean to me, how much of an impact you have made on the person I am now. How, because of you, my life is made.

All I need is you. I would give up everything and anything I have for you, because the only thing in this world that holds any value to me is my honey boo boo, my king, my dream, my heart, my one true love, my dragon, my punkin, my taker, my forever. As long as I have you, everything else can go and I will be the wealthiest person alive. I have my happy ending and it's only the beginning. Thank you for the past two months my one and only. They have been magical. Kisses my heart. Muah! Muah! Muah
The dragon sleeps on the moon, always.

                                                                                                       Forever Yours,
                                                                                                   
                                                                                                       Mary Moon

I decided to type up the letter that I wrote to you, because I could barely make out what I wrote in those pictures. I felt you while I typed it up. I lost it. It hurt to remember how miserable I was without you, when I couldn't speak to you. . At two months, I already knew what I had. As soon as you were mine, I knew how lucky I was. It also hurt to read the letter and think about the errors I have made.  I want you forever. I wanted you forever at two months. I wanted you forever as soon as you were mine. I have always loved you with my whole heart. I do not want to picture myself with anyone else. I feel so complete with you.  Thank you for being my Dragon. I hate that this is another anniversary I will be out of reach for, but I promise baby, just like you said, you're always with me. You're always on my mind and will always be the owner of my heart. :) Beso.

I love you Rene. Always.

Forever Yours,

Mary Moon-Dragon


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Wednesday, April 24, 2013

A Weekend to Remember

Watching the Alvarez/Trout fight with you made me feel at home, more than you know. I told you that I don't care for boxing, don't really follow it. That's true. I don't. But growing up, boxing matches were always a big deal. There was always a barbecue. There were always bets on what round someone was going to get knocked out. There was a time when I looked forward to Mayweather/De La Hoya/Mosley fights too. So when I heard how excited you were for the fight, I got it. I know you wanted me to be there, but my mindset was just focusing on how you might have had plans already. That's why I was going to stay with my mom for the weekend. I didn't mind you having your boxing time and then later your basketball time. There was never a time I did not want to see you, and I'm glad we ultimately were together watching the fight. As I watched with you, I looked at you so many times, thinking how well you would fit into my family. You probably want to have barbecues too, I thought. And you probably want to place a bet against the person you want to win, because my baby is so silly. That Saturday, you, Avy and I watched our first boxing match at home. :) April 20, 2013, I got high off of us.

Waking up next to you the next day is chicken noodle soup for my soul. The aroma, the warmth, the tender meat. Every part of waking up next to you is soothing and feeds my every need. Before the first I love you is exchanged, I already feel wrapped up in a safe bubble of amor. Snuggling with the love of my life, there is no greater feeling of comfort. Later that day, we watched For All Mankind- The Life and Career of Mick Foley. I absolutely loved watching that with you. I love Mick Foley, both him and Socko hold a place in my childhood memories.  Being in bed with you, watching that documentary, it meant a lot to me and I want you to fully understand why. Wrestling is only one of the things that brings us closer together, and it makes me feel like a kid again. You have made me appreciate it in such a different way. I still feel like a kid, but I care for it so much more now. When we had our first tiff, I told you to "Have a nice day, all Mick Foley like." I never forgot that. Why did I choose those words? I really did want you to have a nice day. But I also wanted to acknowledge, again, the strong connection we had by saying something I knew you would get. You would get it. It's Mick Foley, of course you'd get it. I kept telling you thank you for ordering the documentary that day. Seriously, baby, thank you. I love that I have that Mick Foley memory with you. And BAH GAWD, that documentary was pretty pretty prettaay prettaayy good :D No, it was awesome :) Pretty pretty pretttayyy prettaayyy awesome :)

That night, we went on our first walk together. "Where do you want to go?" I didn't know. When we started walking, and you put your arm around my waist. I melted. I was so happy to be having that moment with you. I kept asking you if we were going to turn here, or there. You would ask me if I wanted to turn and I'd say no, so we kept going straight. Nearing Hotel ZaZa you pointed out the lit trees, and we stopped and kissed. :) When we got to the Mecom Fountain, and I was scared of getting run over, and you told me to just follow you, I loved that. I followed you. As we passed the Houston Museum of Natural Science, there was music playing and you talked to me, like a sir. Then, we spun right round, baby, right round, like a record baby, after deciding not to approach the big black ball.  "Do you know how to read statues?" I really was thrown off by that. But you were asking because we were in view of the Sam Houston Monument. You taught me how to read statues, and you couldn't tell me where you learned it from. As we got nearer the Miller Outdoor Theatre, we heard music again. You told me it was a great Swahilian song. You even clicked some of it for me. And as we kept walking around the lame gate that was up, and were in view of the Mary Gibbs and Jesse H. Jones Reflection Pool, there were lanterns floating about it, leftover from the Japanese festival you said.



They looked so beautiful at night, twinkling and still in the night's breeze. We walked past the pool and went towards the music. You were telling me how you love nights like that, when it's slightly chilly and that you  have fond memories with your cousins during times like that. We couldn't walk to the hill to watch the show, so we turned back around and ended up at the Lake Plaza on the Tiffany & Co. Foundation Bridge near the pedal boat lagoon. We kissed. Our boy sat on the bridge. :) Then you told me you wanted to take me to a spot that you love. And we walked to your spot...


Past the bean, and on a picnic table we sat looking at McGovern Lake. You sat behind me, with me in between your legs and Avy in my lap. We heard a little squirrel you said, probably a mouse we thought. I was scared and you told me that it was okay, the mouse was not going to jump up to the table. :) I felt safe. There was a cold breeze and thank God for my baby that kept me warm. You nibbled on my ear and then you tongued it. You made me want you there. I couldn't believe myself, but then I could believe that I would want you anywhere. You licked my neck and made me want you even more. We didn't do anything else, however, and went back on our walk as the sprinklers hissed at us. I asked if we could go back to sit on a bench where the lanterns were, and you agreed.We sat on a bench that was in front of lots of glowing lanterns. We sat and kissed with the River Oaks Chamber Orchestra playing in the background. I loved every minute of it. The lanterns. The music. Your kisses. The duckies quacking. The love we shared. I had this sudden urge to put you in my mouth, and so I began to touch you. But then I heard people, girls talking. Shortly after, the symphony ended and people began to head out. We decided to go home and as we were leaving, we looked at the duckies :) "Do you know why ducks sleep with one leg raised?" You taught me why duckies slept with one leg raised, and couldn't tell me where you learned it from. :) As we're walking home, near the Mecom Fountain again, you told me about the portal you never want to go through again, because you don't want anything to change. We didn't go through the portal and we will not. You wanted to stop and play with the dirt again lol We didn't! In front of the Grand Prize, you grabbed a huge piece of wood and wanted to take it home. lol The wood stayed in front of the Grand Prize. We made our way to the Blackhole :) You bought a scone, I believe you said it was, a cup of milk, and a lemonade. :) "Does that say apple? Do you think that's apple juice?" And a sparkling apple juice. I stole some of your apple juice lol :) and you wanted to buy me one, but I said no. I appreciated the offer, but we already had our hands full. Plus, the fact that it was YOUR apple juice made it taste better :D.  We went home and went to bed shortly after. April 21, 2012, we had a walk to remember.

During the night, my baby was hurting so I rubbed your back. I wished so badly to take away your pain. I hated seeing you like that. It reminded me of when I couldn't sleep during my horrible pain; I could relate to you. I know it's not the same pain, but it was enough to keep me up at night, like you were that night. I loved being there to try and help soothe you. Just like I love when I wake you up when it's hard for you to breathe when you're sleeping. I don't love that that happens to you, obviously, but just the fact that I can help my baby. We made love :) And I kept asking if you wanted breakfast...lol :) We never did get breakfast. When we awoke the next morning, my baby gave me my hugs and kisses. :) I went back to sleep and I hate that the next time I woke up, my phone alerted me I had a text and then you got up to use the restroom. "Why are you up?" I had to go. "It's not fair, we haven't even had breakfast yet." It's not fair. April 22, 2013, but it was such a perfect weekend that I'll never forget, a weekend to remember.


I love you so much Rene. I treasure every single second with you. I can't wait until every weekend is spent with you. Thank you for the beautiful weekend baby. I look forward to countless others :))))))))))

-Mary Luna Dragon



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Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Lucky number 7

Baby,

I'm so blessed. I have a man that will stand by me. I have so many flaws, and they all get lost when I'm with you. You're the only person that makes my heart smile. Even just the thought of you, makes my heart swell. I can't believe it's been 7 months. It feels like just yesterday we stayed up on the phone all night playing the ABC game. Thank you for staying up and talking with me baby, and for always being there for me.
You have no idea how much you mean to me. I couldn't let you go that night. I wanted to keep you all night. I can't let you go now, because I want to keep you. For always.


You're my wittle coconut baby. When I was outside your door putting up the post its on your door and I was on my knees, and I saw the tree forming, it felt so right. The wind had other plans, though. But I saw the tree forming baby and it did radiate. My plans never work out well! Something always goes horribly wrong! lol I think that's why we work. It wasn't planned. It just happened. We just happened. We were meant to be. Those moments we had at home that were perfect, were not planned. Watching Full House and Forever playing while we kissed. Embracing each other against the wall, and Overwhelmed playing. Not planned, but perfect. I love you so much baby.



I can't wait to spend this weekend with you and be mushy and romantic :) We're going to explore together honey. You're the best in the world. And I'm the luckiest girl in the whole wide world. Thank you for 7 months of bliss. MMMMMMMUAH!

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Sunday, March 3, 2013

Happy 6th Month Anniversary!! :)

I always say this, and it won't hurt to say it again. I wish I had the first emails we exchanged. But at least, I have the memory.

I have so many lovely memories of us baby. They replay in my heart all the time. I'm so incredibly blessed that it's you I share these memories with. Six months worth of memories as a couple. Rene, I want more memories with you. As long as it's you, my life is made. I was texting with you earlier and you were being a meanie, mentioning the Walking Dead, but I wanted to tell you that there is no one else I want to share everything with. No one else I want to watch everything with :))))

Baby, thank you for staying with me for six months, for letting me claim you for six whole months, and more importantly, for letting me keep you forever hunnata bunnata *clicks whistles. I love you Rene. I love you sweetheart. I could never stay away from you baby. I need my heart. I need my baby. MMMMMMMMMMMUAH! :D



-Mrs. Moon- Dragon

P.s. You know exactly what the the links mean. :))))))) Mi amor :))))))
P.p.s. Avery wants to rehearse his Korn rock out sessions with his daddy :)


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Saturday, February 2, 2013

December 13, 2011 we became Facebook friends :)

December 16, 2011
We'll stagger home after midnight / Sleep arm in arm in the stairwell ♥



Rene Cantu heh. the first album I ever bought in my life, was when I was 14, I bought Take Off Your Pants And Jacket with money I had found in an alley. Good times..(temporary layoffs!)
Mary Luna Lol...where's this alley filled with money?


December 16, 2011
is ill. ughhh. I need to get better NOW!


Mary Luna Hahaha laughin time is OVA


January 1, 2012
I feel like p diddy


Rene Cantu rich and black? i've felt that way too..

Mary Luna Lol

 
January 6, 2012
Anthony Nguyen shared a link.

Mary Luna LMAO! *LIIIIIIIIIICK*


Rene Cantu don't lick that shoe!!! You'll catch ammonia!

Mary Luna hehe
 
January 20, 2012
Awwwww yeaaaaa! Major quiz postponed. More time to study :)


Rene Cantu I treasured those moments once....those and the ones where you see a sign outside class that says "Class cancelled for the day."

Rene Cantu but not as much as I treasured the ol' "Pants optional" sign outside the class door..

 
February 1, 2012
I plan on doing as little work as possible. Today is concert day!


Rene Cantu that's the american way!


 
February 5, 2012
 
Press your luck! Big bucks big bucks! Noo whammies!



Mary Luna Lol
 
February 8, 2012
IRS needs to change their music for when I'm on hold...Linkin Park, Britney, something!
Rene Cantu they should play Wait from White Lion! zing.

Mary Luna I don't need yall's lip! I'm on the edge lol

 
March 26, 2012
STUDENTS IN SPANISH= ESTUDIANTES
ESTUDIA= STUDY
DIA= DAY
ANTES= BEFORE
Rene Cantu damn this witty play on words!
Mary Luna Alburera ...Just like it Rene. LIKE IT!
 
March 28, 2012
I'm out of my vulcan mind
 
Rene Cantu Trek yo self befo you wreck yo self

Mary Luna live long and prosper!



Rene Cantu That's it. I'm designing a line of Star Trek briefs and calling them Warp Speedos. Patent pending.


Mary Luna That's freakin cute

 
March 29, 2012
Rain rain go away!!! I do NOT want to get sick again! -_- tartar sauce
 


Rene Cantu that didn't rhyme at all! totally misleading...so disappointed now..

Mary Luna Lol don't give me a hard time!

 
April 5, 2012
Cubs opening day. Boss is taking some fellow coworkers and I to the game. In anticipation of this...I AM currently wearing my 'stros hat! Hello short work day
 


Rene Cantu hells yeah! wear the hell outta that hat!

Mary Luna

 
April 10, 2012
I just took this intense pill. This shit cray
 
Rene Cantu do you yell at mice with your shirt off now?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sUQ7_PV4N0Y
 
April 17, 2012
I need to calm down before I punch someone in the face
 

Rene Cantu 'Cause you're so used to calming down AFTER punching someone in the face?
Mary Luna I'm going to punch you in the face

Rene Cantu No deal.

I'm going to punch your fist with my face.


May 7, 2012

Tell me what you want to hear ♪
 
Rene Cantu I won the lottery and have the butt of a Greek god. Also candy is good for my health.
Mary Luna You won the lottery..in a former life. You indeed have the butt of... Aphrodite. M&M's nutritional value is through the roof! HUZZAH!

Rene Cantu Mary Luna strikes again!


 
May 12, 2012- Left to Australia
 
May 14, 2012
GO TO SLEEP MARY!
Rene Cantu what direction does the toilet flush over there?

Mary Luna LMAO! Bart Simpson had it wrong I was eager to find out too.

Rene Cantu D'oh!
May 14, 2012 at 1:20pm

June 10, 2012
Fish don't fry in the kitchen;
Beans don't burn on the grill.
Took a whole lotta tryin'
Just to get up that hill.
Now we're up in the big leagues
Gettin' our turn at bat.
 


Rene Cantu George Jefferson: This here is the living area, where we does our living, and this is the dining area, where we does our dining, and this is the kitchen area...

Weezy: Where we does our kitchening?!

Best show eva!

Mary Luna Lol

 
June 15, 2012
 
I got a main bitch, and a side ho, and I’m still fucking my ex.. I like my music slow, loud and bangin
 
You didn't comment on this status but messaged me.."Please tell me these are lyrics. Please tell me these are lyrics."  lol
  
 
August 4, 2012
Violence is never the answer.
Rene Cantu That's not true! What if the question is: What starts with a V and rhymes with silence?

Mary Luna I'm sorry that's not the response we were looking for sir.

Mary Luna NEVER the answer.

Rene Cantu well what the hell would be the answer to that question?! Vitamins? Violins? I think not madam!

Mary Luna Look man. You only get one shot at that question. Just walk away

Rene Cantu *being dragged away*

You're out of order! This whole trial is out of order!

*Removes pants

Mary Luna Lol

 
 
 
August 11, 2012- I went back to Chi.
_______________________________________________________________________
 
I didn't include the posts we have shared on each other's walls, only the comments you have made on my statuses. This is because for some odd reason facebook doesn't have that option anymore, unless I'm doing something wrong. For my sake, let's say I do nothing wrong. lol
 
Thank you for being in my life Rene. Thank you for the Labor Day weekend that made my heart smile. And what I really wanted to illustrate with this is the friendship we had first. Thank you so much for being my friend first baby. When I read back some of the messages, I want to slap my old self and tell her to wake up. But I also smile because I know that's the same thing I would do every time you shared your witty humor with me. I would smile, or laugh. I thank God for bringing you into my life and I thank you for letting me be a part of yours. I hope you know that I am here for you and I always will be, not just as your special someone, but as a friend. I treasure every moment we have shared. Every email, every message, every phone call, every text, every kishy, every hug, everything. Thank you for our baby. Thank you for my poem. Thank you for our story. Thank you for my version of The Notebook. Thank you for signing my screen play :) Rene, I have been thinking about forever, and it does not make sense without you. Here's to many more hours, days, months, and years with you. Happy Anniversary baby :) BESO BESO BESO BESO BESO BESO :)))))) MMMMUAH!


 
 
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