Dear Dragon,
I had to lie about who this letter is for because people are watching me. Well just my cousin and my mother. They think I am sending a letter to my best friend Jennifer, because that's what I'm trying to sell here. My mom will try to believe it. She'll let herself believe it, because if she thought what my cousin knows, that it's for a boy, she would lose her shit. If she knew I'm writing to the love of my life, she would probably freak out and probably make me stay here. Ordinarily, that would be okay, except now I have shit to do back home, like breathe. My love, honestly that first day without you was complete torture. What do you mean you no longer have internet? Countless thoughts running through my head, but all I told my most favorite aunt is oh that's okay. My king, I have missed you. I actually feel you as I write this. It's 4:09 pm. I wonder what you're doing. My love, for the last two months I have experienced true happiness. MY happiness. I have experienced in my life, happiness. The birth of my niece. The birth of my nephew. Birthday celebrations for my friends and loved ones. Memories made. That happiness was never fully mine. It did not belong to me. With you, it's different, if I celebrate you, I also celebrate myself. It's beautiful. (This is not an egocentric trip.) What I mean by that is that when I make my baby happy, it makes me so genuinely elated, my love. I light up just knowing that you're wearing a smile. I don't need acknowledgement, or a thank you. I need not of gratitude. I just need to see you smile. When I hear you laugh, my soul glows. ( Just let your soul GLOOW!! Perdon)
All I need is you. I would give up everything and anything I have for you, because the only thing in this world that holds any value to me is my honey boo boo, my king, my dream, my heart, my one true love, my dragon, my punkin, my taker, my forever. As long as I have you, everything else can go and I will be the wealthiest person alive. I have my happy ending and it's only the beginning. Thank you for the past two months my one and only. They have been magical. Kisses my heart. Muah! Muah! Muah
The dragon sleeps on the moon, always.
Forever Yours,
Mary Moon
I decided to type up the letter that I wrote to you, because I could barely make out what I wrote in those pictures. I felt you while I typed it up. I lost it. It hurt to remember how miserable I was without you, when I couldn't speak to you. . At two months, I already knew what I had. As soon as you were mine, I knew how lucky I was. It also hurt to read the letter and think about the errors I have made. I want you forever. I wanted you forever at two months. I wanted you forever as soon as you were mine. I have always loved you with my whole heart. I do not want to picture myself with anyone else. I feel so complete with you. Thank you for being my Dragon. I hate that this is another anniversary I will be out of reach for, but I promise baby, just like you said, you're always with me. You're always on my mind and will always be the owner of my heart. :) Beso.
I love you Rene. Always.
Forever Yours,
Mary Moon-Dragon
