11/11 kishy wishy! MMMMMUUUUAHHHH!!!

My tactic is to look at you
To learn the way you are
To love you the way you are

My tactic is to speak to you
And listen to you
To build with words
An indestructible bridge

My tactic is
To remain in your memory
I don't know how or
With what pretext
But to remain in you

My tactic is to be frank
And to know that you are frank
And that we don't sell each other
Pretenses
So between us
There is no curtain
Or abyss

My strategy is instead
More profound and more simple
My strategy is
That any day
I don't know how or
With what pretext
At last you will need me

- Mario Benedetti

I'm waiting for you to call me, sweetheart. I did not have words to give you yesterday and I am glad I did not.  But now I have words for you my love. I need you Rene.  Today's 11/11 and I need you. For every 11:11 kishy and every 1:11 kishy for the rest of my life.  I'm in love with you.

- Mary Dragon

Moon Dragon Football

You're going to be going to your friends this weekend for the good ol draft :D. I hope you get an awesome team together, baby! I was just set up into a fantasy league at work. I knew I wanted to name it after us :) I love you sweetheart and though I will miss you this weekend, you're always with me. You're in my thoughts, in my heart, in everything beautiful I see. Our anniversary is coming up and I can honestly say, my love has grown for you each and every day.  That must be why, this doesn't feel old. I can see how an anniversary can slowly become monotonous for couples, can just become something you HAVE to do.  But this doesn't feel like a 2 year old relationship. My heart falls in love with you all over again, every waking second. I just fell in love with you just now. This relationship, I know in my heart, will always be exciting, comforting and will always be new. I can not want to celebrate my baby! I love you sweetheart. 

-Mary Dragon :)

Yesterday

Our 21 Month Anniversary! Baby, before you came home, I was standing for a while, my hands on the rail, peeking over the humongous tree that was practically blocking my view! I kept muttering to myself, "They need to cut this tree! It's blocking me from seeing my baby!" Joggers kept coming around that corner, but not my true love and so I decided to sit down.  When you were finally home, I know I lit up :) I know because I was filled with fireflies at the sight of you.  I was so happy! I got up and met you at the top of the stairs.  Nothing can beat the feeling I had knowing that I was going to embrace my whole world. That's what yesterday was all about, being with you.  Your kisses were as sweet as ever, honey bunny :) And I couldn't wait for you to open the door so I could kiss our babies! :)

We decided to stay in, chill at home and order food.  I had the best time.  As soon as it started getting later, I started missing you, baby.  I miss you right now. I love you so much Rene. I wouldn't change a thing.  I want this every anniversary. Not food from Pappasito's...I want you. The food can be from wherever. :D  I want yesterday every anniversary, yes.  But I would love to have yesterday, every single day. You're my whole heart. You and our babies :) Thank you for making me the happiest I have ever been and the luckiest girl in the whole entire universe! I love you Dwagon :) MMMMMMMMMUUUUUUUUUUAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!! Te amo! Te quiero! Mi vida!

Noviembre

I see my name on your windowpane, clearly. It wasn't as faint as it was last time I saw it, like you had gone over it again. And now I can see it so clearly in my mind. It's nice to see in person and in my thoughts.

Blessed by you

Avy and I are missing you so much sweetheart. Our baby boy is getting smothered in hugs, honey! Every night when I really miss you, I hold him really tight. I love you Rene. The other night when I was watching What to Expect When You're Expecting, and it came to the scenes where each mother was giving birth, I thought of us. When you told me that night to think of our kids, I swear I could picture it so clearly. I could hear you saying that I was doing good. I could see our baby in my arms and you right next to me, kissing the top of my head and then our baby. We can't forget to bring Avy with us baby. He's going to be such a good big brother. :) I really miss you. You're the best daddy in the world. Our kids are extremely blessed to have such a wonderful father. :)

I don't know what I did to deserve you, baby. I really don't know. I'm a good person, but you're clearly heaven sent and I just don't know what I did to deserve this miracle. You're my first baby, my love. You're my first love. God is spoiling me. I'm holding Avy while I write this. He got fussy when I said out loud that daddy was my first baby. So let's say that technically, Avy is my first baby. :D

Avy wants to say something so I'll type for him.

Daddy! I miss you! And your crazy wrestling moves you'd show me! I miss Mr. Horsey. Tell him that I'm going to play with him really soon! Daddy, remember when you would tell me that you miss mommy. You and mommy are the same. Mommy always tells me she misses daddy. And she always gives me kisses at night. She says that some of them are from you daddy. I think when someone misses someone it's because they love the other person a whole bunch and just wants to play with them every day, the whole time. Mommy misses you because she loves you a whole bunch and wants to play with you the whole day. And you miss mommy because you love her a whole bunch and you want to play with her the whole day too. And I miss you and Mr. Horsey because I love you and Mr. Horsey a whole bunch and we likes to play all day! I'm going to go play right now! I love you dad! Ohh yeah! And the pictures you sent last night when you were CM Punk and Jeff Hardy were so cool!! :D I helped mommy guess both of them daddy! Mommy still needs to learn more about wrestling! We need to teach her :D K. Going to go play daddy! :)


Ok...WHAT wrestling moves? You know what, it's okay. I'm going to let that go. I hope you know you're Avy's hero. AND he reminded me that my wittle coconut is going to taste a wittle bit of coconut next time we see him :D OOOOOOOoo YEAAAH! :) mmmmmmmmmmmuah! I love you Rene. I think Avy's right. I miss you because I love you a whole bunch and I want to play with you. I can not wait to go get a cupcake with you baby. Then put that sucker in your pretty face :D :))))))
Baby, God has blessed me. Don't ever go, Dragon. I need you. Thank you for always letting me come home. God spent a little more time on you, my baby. MMMMMMMMMUAH!


I love you baby
Always,

Mary Cantu

9 months baby :)

Happy Anniversary mi rey!!! :D

I love you so much my dearest sweetheart :)))))) I am completely overwhelmed by our love baby, your love. :) I am extremely lucky to have such a wonderful man in my life. I want to share the rest of my life with you. I will share the rest of my life with you. I am only yours baby :)

When I was painting my nails for Free Press Summer Fest, I already knew that I wanted to write your name on them. I want to have you all over me, but nail polish on skin peels easily, so the nails will do for now. My heart doesn't need nail polish though; it already has your name written all over it. Baby, I want to tell the world that I am yours. I'm extremely proud to claim you as my own. When I told my niece about you, I loved that I finally told someone else in my family about you.( I told my cousin about you when I was in Mexico :)) My niece was so interested. She did want to know what you looked like and I said, oh, all the pictures I have of him are silly. And I showed her the pictures of you in a gray shirt pretending to be the cucuy :D She laughed babe. You made my niece laugh before even meeting her :) I love that. You're an extraordinary person my love. I hope I always make you feel that way, because I need you to know your worth. You're royalty baby. You truly are. Those aren't just words. You were always full of promise, baby. A heart so pure. A mind so brilliant. A smile so illuminating. A miracle baby. You're the best in the world my Dragon :)

I fell for you nine months ago.Now, I fall in love with you more and more each day. My heart is so busy falling for you every day, there can never be anyone else.You are the epitome of the word "lover". You make me happy in every possible way. No one makes me laugh the way you do. No one makes me cry tears of joy like you do. No one makes my heart smile like you do. No one makes me happy like you do. No one loves me like you do and no one ever will. I only see you. I see you everywhere I go baby, because you live in my heart. Thank you for giving me forever sweetheart. Avery and I need you. Happy 9 Month Anniversary!!! :)))))

Love always,

Mrs.Luna-Dragon Cantu :D

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Dear Dragon,

I had to lie about who this letter is for because people are watching me. Well just my cousin and my mother. They think I am sending a letter to my best friend Jennifer, because that's what I'm trying to sell here. My mom will try to believe it. She'll let herself believe it, because if she thought what my cousin knows, that it's for a boy, she would lose her shit. If she knew I'm writing to the love of my life, she would probably freak out and probably make me stay here. Ordinarily, that would be okay, except now I have shit to do back home, like breathe. My love, honestly that first day without you was complete torture. What do you mean you no longer have internet? Countless thoughts running through my head, but all I told my most favorite aunt is oh that's okay. My king, I have missed you. I actually feel you as I write this. It's 4:09 pm. I wonder what you're doing. My love, for the last two months I have experienced true happiness. MY happiness. I have experienced in my life, happiness. The birth of my niece. The birth of my nephew. Birthday celebrations for my friends and loved ones. Memories made. That happiness was never fully mine. It did not belong to me. With you, it's different, if I celebrate you, I also celebrate myself. It's beautiful. (This is not an egocentric trip.) What I mean by that is that when I make my baby happy, it makes me so genuinely elated, my love. I light up just knowing that you're wearing a smile. I don't need acknowledgement, or a thank you. I need not of gratitude. I just need to see you smile. When I hear you laugh, my soul glows. ( Just let your soul GLOOW!! Perdon) Do you ever try to read what people scratch out in letters? yeah me too But really, your laughter... how medicinal it is. I have never been this happy.Honey bunny, I long for you. I want to hold you close to me and tell you how much I love you, how much you mean to me, how much of an impact you have made on the person I am now. How, because of you, my life is made.

All I need is you. I would give up everything and anything I have for you, because the only thing in this world that holds any value to me is my honey boo boo, my king, my dream, my heart, my one true love, my dragon, my punkin, my taker, my forever. As long as I have you, everything else can go and I will be the wealthiest person alive. I have my happy ending and it's only the beginning. Thank you for the past two months my one and only. They have been magical. Kisses my heart. Muah! Muah! Muah
The dragon sleeps on the moon, always.

                                                                                                       Forever Yours,
                                                                                                   
                                                                                                       Mary Moon

I decided to type up the letter that I wrote to you, because I could barely make out what I wrote in those pictures. I felt you while I typed it up. I lost it. It hurt to remember how miserable I was without you, when I couldn't speak to you. . At two months, I already knew what I had. As soon as you were mine, I knew how lucky I was. It also hurt to read the letter and think about the errors I have made.  I want you forever. I wanted you forever at two months. I wanted you forever as soon as you were mine. I have always loved you with my whole heart. I do not want to picture myself with anyone else. I feel so complete with you.  Thank you for being my Dragon. I hate that this is another anniversary I will be out of reach for, but I promise baby, just like you said, you're always with me. You're always on my mind and will always be the owner of my heart. :) Beso.

I love you Rene. Always.

Forever Yours,

Mary Moon-Dragon