Blessed by you

Avy and I are missing you so much sweetheart. Our baby boy is getting smothered in hugs, honey! Every night when I really miss you, I hold him really tight. I love you Rene. The other night when I was watching What to Expect When You're Expecting, and it came to the scenes where each mother was giving birth, I thought of us. When you told me that night to think of our kids, I swear I could picture it so clearly. I could hear you saying that I was doing good. I could see our baby in my arms and you right next to me, kissing the top of my head and then our baby. We can't forget to bring Avy with us baby. He's going to be such a good big brother. :) I really miss you. You're the best daddy in the world. Our kids are extremely blessed to have such a wonderful father. :)

I don't know what I did to deserve you, baby. I really don't know. I'm a good person, but you're clearly heaven sent and I just don't know what I did to deserve this miracle. You're my first baby, my love. You're my first love. God is spoiling me. I'm holding Avy while I write this. He got fussy when I said out loud that daddy was my first baby. So let's say that technically, Avy is my first baby. :D

Avy wants to say something so I'll type for him.

Daddy! I miss you! And your crazy wrestling moves you'd show me! I miss Mr. Horsey. Tell him that I'm going to play with him really soon! Daddy, remember when you would tell me that you miss mommy. You and mommy are the same. Mommy always tells me she misses daddy. And she always gives me kisses at night. She says that some of them are from you daddy. I think when someone misses someone it's because they love the other person a whole bunch and just wants to play with them every day, the whole time. Mommy misses you because she loves you a whole bunch and wants to play with you the whole day. And you miss mommy because you love her a whole bunch and you want to play with her the whole day too. And I miss you and Mr. Horsey because I love you and Mr. Horsey a whole bunch and we likes to play all day! I'm going to go play right now! I love you dad! Ohh yeah! And the pictures you sent last night when you were CM Punk and Jeff Hardy were so cool!! :D I helped mommy guess both of them daddy! Mommy still needs to learn more about wrestling! We need to teach her :D K. Going to go play daddy! :)


Ok...WHAT wrestling moves? You know what, it's okay. I'm going to let that go. I hope you know you're Avy's hero. AND he reminded me that my wittle coconut is going to taste a wittle bit of coconut next time we see him :D OOOOOOOoo YEAAAH! :) mmmmmmmmmmmuah! I love you Rene. I think Avy's right. I miss you because I love you a whole bunch and I want to play with you. I can not wait to go get a cupcake with you baby. Then put that sucker in your pretty face :D :))))))
Baby, God has blessed me. Don't ever go, Dragon. I need you. Thank you for always letting me come home. God spent a little more time on you, my baby. MMMMMMMMMUAH!


I love you baby
Always,

Mary Cantu