Saturday, June 22, 2013

Blessed by you

Avy and I are missing you so much sweetheart. Our baby boy is getting smothered in hugs, honey! Every night when I really miss you, I hold him really tight. I love you Rene. The other night when I was watching What to Expect When You're Expecting, and it came to the scenes where each mother was giving birth, I thought of us. When you told me that night to think of our kids, I swear I could picture it so clearly. I could hear you saying that I was doing good. I could see our baby in my arms and you right next to me, kissing the top of my head and then our baby. We can't forget to bring Avy with us baby. He's going to be such a good big brother. :) I really miss you. You're the best daddy in the world. Our kids are extremely blessed to have such a wonderful father. :)

I don't know what I did to deserve you, baby. I really don't know. I'm a good person, but you're clearly heaven sent and I just don't know what I did to deserve this miracle. You're my first baby, my love. You're my first love. God is spoiling me. I'm holding Avy while I write this. He got fussy when I said out loud that daddy was my first baby. So let's say that technically, Avy is my first baby. :D

Avy wants to say something so I'll type for him.

Daddy! I miss you! And your crazy wrestling moves you'd show me! I miss Mr. Horsey. Tell him that I'm going to play with him really soon! Daddy, remember when you would tell me that you miss mommy. You and mommy are the same. Mommy always tells me she misses daddy. And she always gives me kisses at night. She says that some of them are from you daddy. I think when someone misses someone it's because they love the other person a whole bunch and just wants to play with them every day, the whole time. Mommy misses you because she loves you a whole bunch and wants to play with you the whole day. And you miss mommy because you love her a whole bunch and you want to play with her the whole day too. And I miss you and Mr. Horsey because I love you and Mr. Horsey a whole bunch and we likes to play all day! I'm going to go play right now! I love you dad! Ohh yeah! And the pictures you sent last night when you were CM Punk and Jeff Hardy were so cool!! :D I helped mommy guess both of them daddy! Mommy still needs to learn more about wrestling! We need to teach her :D K. Going to go play daddy! :)


Ok...WHAT wrestling moves? You know what, it's okay. I'm going to let that go. I hope you know you're Avy's hero. AND he reminded me that my wittle coconut is going to taste a wittle bit of coconut next time we see him :D OOOOOOOoo YEAAAH! :) mmmmmmmmmmmuah! I love you Rene. I think Avy's right. I miss you because I love you a whole bunch and I want to play with you. I can not wait to go get a cupcake with you baby. Then put that sucker in your pretty face :D :))))))
Baby, God has blessed me. Don't ever go, Dragon. I need you. Thank you for always letting me come home. God spent a little more time on you, my baby. MMMMMMMMMUAH!


I love you baby
Always,

Mary Cantu

Monday, June 3, 2013

9 months baby :)

Happy Anniversary mi rey!!! :D

I love you so much my dearest sweetheart :)))))) I am completely overwhelmed by our love baby, your love. :) I am extremely lucky to have such a wonderful man in my life. I want to share the rest of my life with you. I will share the rest of my life with you. I am only yours baby :)

When I was painting my nails for Free Press Summer Fest, I already knew that I wanted to write your name on them. I want to have you all over me, but nail polish on skin peels easily, so the nails will do for now. My heart doesn't need nail polish though; it already has your name written all over it. Baby, I want to tell the world that I am yours. I'm extremely proud to claim you as my own. When I told my niece about you, I loved that I finally told someone else in my family about you.( I told my cousin about you when I was in Mexico :)) My niece was so interested. She did want to know what you looked like and I said, oh, all the pictures I have of him are silly. And I showed her the pictures of you in a gray shirt pretending to be the cucuy :D She laughed babe. You made my niece laugh before even meeting her :) I love that. You're an extraordinary person my love. I hope I always make you feel that way, because I need you to know your worth. You're royalty baby. You truly are. Those aren't just words. You were always full of promise, baby. A heart so pure. A mind so brilliant. A smile so illuminating. A miracle baby. You're the best in the world my Dragon :)

I fell for you nine months ago.Now, I fall in love with you more and more each day. My heart is so busy falling for you every day, there can never be anyone else.You are the epitome of the word "lover". You make me happy in every possible way. No one makes me laugh the way you do. No one makes me cry tears of joy like you do. No one makes my heart smile like you do. No one makes me happy like you do. No one loves me like you do and no one ever will. I only see you. I see you everywhere I go baby, because you live in my heart. Thank you for giving me forever sweetheart. Avery and I need you. Happy 9 Month Anniversary!!! :)))))

Love always,

Mrs.Luna-Dragon Cantu :D